Ten-ish Things I Wish I Could Say to People:

1. I don't completely trust you, but right now I don't have a choice in this matter. Just remember that I'm keeping a close eye on you.

2. So you don't believe in anything spiritual, or anything after death. Then you attack me for beliefs. Good for you, but I'm the one finding peace in my life.

3. I am really going to miss you.

4. So, you keep moving on and looking at the future, in self-destructive patterns. You keep getting hurt and try to hide it but can't, so try looking at your past and learning from it.

5. You need to learn to think about music in new ways. It's not just a little box of theory which you must stay inside, music is an art form and art does not have boundaries.

6. My friend, I hate to tell you this but once again you're chasing after forbidden fruit. I can understand that, but in reality she's not your type.

7. There is nothing I can't do if I want to, so stop doubting me, stop trying to put me down, just sit back and fucking watch as I take over your world.

8. A country is not it's government, a country is it's people. Without the people a country would cease productivity of any kind. Pay more attention to this idea.

9. Open up to me, please... I'm not sure what you're afraid of, but I know you're not happy and at the moment you're not really talking to anyone.

10. You left us, with nothing but each other. So we had to stick to that, and soldier on, making our way forwards. Yet you carry on normally as though nothing happened. Do you even UNDERSTAND what you put us through? I can understand why you did it, but goddamnit that does not mean it was okay. All I want is an apology, after all these years. Put your pride behind you for once.


Nine things about myself:

1. I'm a musician, I mainly sing but play drums and guitar too.
2. I'm epileptic and have to take pills morning and night.
3. I believe I can help change this world for the better.
4. I find it extremely difficult to let people in, but try my best.
5. I love my car ('67 Morris Minor Traveller)
6. I have 3 brothers, of which I am second youngest, and they're all as crazy as each other.
7. I want to make my dreams become reality, and reality become my dreams.
8. Sometimes I can be reeaaally stubborn.
9. I love making people happy.


Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Intellect.
2. Humour.
3. Honour.
4. Conviction.
5. Belief in the self.
6. A backbone (someone who is not afraid).
7. Affection.
8. Positivity.


Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. Sex.
2. Love.
3. War.
4. My music.
5. Writing.
6. Where the next pay-cheque is coming from.
7. Religion and Spirituality.


Six things I do before I fall asleep:

1. Check e-mails and shizzle.
2. Brush my hair, clean teeth etc.
3. Power down my computer.
4. Close my windows.
5. Get naked.
6. Think about life.


Five places I want to visit:

1. California
2. Morocco
3. Brazil
4. Japan
5. Australia


Four things I'm wearing right now:

1. My "I fear no beer" t-shirt.
2. A Peace wristband.
3. Cheap jeans.
4. DC's.


Three bands that I listen to often:

1. AC/DC
2. John Butler Trio
3. System of a Down


Two things I want to do before I die:

1. Become a successful musician.
2. Have my own poetry book published.


One confession:

1. I don't give up, not just because I want to succeed, but because I'm afraid of what the future holds if I don't.